I've been thinking about how to articulate my intention.
It's not about "finding something" like You said it's already
there. But it's about going on a journey with a fellow (more knowledgeable)
traveller to put the pieces together of what defines self, tools to get over
flight or flight and/or emotions, all of which got lost in the trance.
The
overriding intention is to be conscious of the ego because I really hope that
eventually I may somehow, in some form, figure out of how I can put that use to
help others.
Listening to Tara is amazing and puts my thoughts in the right
direction but in terms of discerning action, You and your practice is
the way of reaching that discernment to filter out and focus on the
necessary. I have a visceral feeling that I have so much to learn from You even
though I barely know You....
Once again when you asked how I am, felt super vulnerable
after tonight's class, yet tears came in the car.
I can feel so many changes
happening inside, beautiful and healthy changes, but changes none the less, so...I feel like I'm entering into something a lot more than I expected to enter
into, feels amazing but slightly scary at the same time.
I am running
towards it.
So looking forward to getting to know You better and build that
comfort, and so deeply grateful that You are willing to go on this journey with
me.
>> I'm
sure you are going to find a way that makes sense to you and a felt sense, a
way that is yours to cherish and behold.
What I have discovered is that this is Ours to cherish and behold xxx
