Intention

I've been thinking about how to articulate my intention.

It's not about "finding something" like You said it's already there. But it's about going on a journey with a fellow (more knowledgeable) traveller to put the pieces together of what defines self, tools to get over flight or flight and/or emotions, all of which got lost in the trance. 

The overriding intention is to be conscious of the ego because I really hope that eventually I may somehow, in some form, figure out of how I can put that use to help others. 

Listening to Tara is amazing and puts my thoughts in the right direction but in terms of discerning action, You and your practice is the way of reaching that discernment to filter out and focus on the necessary. I have a visceral feeling that I have so much to learn from You even though I barely know You....

Once again when you asked how I am, felt super vulnerable after tonight's class, yet tears came in the car. 

I can feel so many changes happening inside, beautiful and healthy changes, but changes none the less, so...I feel like I'm entering into something a lot more than I expected to enter into, feels amazing but slightly scary at the same time. 

 I am running towards it. 

So looking forward to getting to know You better and build that comfort, and so deeply grateful that You are willing to go on this journey with me.

>> I'm sure you are going to find a way that makes sense to you and a felt sense, a way that is yours to cherish and behold.

What I have discovered is that this is Ours to cherish and behold xxx