Tuesday, 16 August 2016

The Death of a little girl

I am a Woman. I am a Being woman.

Expanded
Raw
Aware within our masculine and feminine manifestation.

The universe inside me, through me, through us.

A consciousness that unfolds how our bodies are mere portals for a divine awareness of Self, oneness, masculine, feminine, sexuality - this being the universe in our oneness.

Sexuality is our life force.

This awareness is by no means all light and radiance. In fact, there is a deep blanketing darkness.

Ego, conditioning, the deep grooves through which we have lived our many lives living out.

Out of fear, we choose to live in comfort only to live in the shadow of the Light of our Being.

With such immense Light, one can only expect the darkest of shadows.

As I unveil the Light, the shadow of the past, my conditioning, should have’s, could have’s and would have’s, all rear their sneaky charming faces, waiting patiently for me to slip back into the groove of pleasing others, out of insecurity, fear and a dismal lack of courage.

I honour both the Light and the Darkness more than that.

I acknowledge you, my darling shadow, breathing you in, absorbing your every reflection of the infinite, mysterious Light that is the calling of my heart.

Divine shadow, I know of your teachings, I have been through them before.

Although this time, in this presence, I take you in as a Woman and as Shakti dances around you, not to shy you away but to open and embrace you with every essence of my Being.

Come to me.


Teach me more.